I think I now know my purpose.

I think I now know what my purpose in life is. To bring books to life. So acting as most will say. I, Audrey, love to read and get lost inside a book. I like imagining myself as the main character, as im sure many of us do. You may say, ' Yeah thats normal, many of us like to get lost in a book too.'. So its normal but I just now realized thats EXACTLY what I want to do :). I just read some books,( Stargirl, Love stargirl, WILLOW, If I stay) and after I finished everyone I found myself wanting it to be made into a movie. I would love to see those books come to life, show up on the big screen. They pulled me in and let me get lost in their pages. And most of the time I feel myself wanting to be that character, wanting to live like that character for a short period of time. The idea thrills me! So, I will leave you guys with my jumbled thoughts and a question. What do you think your purpose is? What thrills you? It can be anything! Big or small, there is something that thrills you and makes your realize want you want to do with your life. :)

<3,
Audrey

Perhaps this is a new beginning.

There are people in your life who make it worth living. There are people in your life who you look at and say ' Im so blessed to have them in my life'. There are people in your life who can just, no matter what, make you smile. People who listen to you, care for you, and love you. Sure there are some people who dislike you, but those people are not really important. I have these moments when I'll look at my life and say how blessed and happy I am. I tweet about, I think about it, I talk about it. These moments happen a lot. Some of you may think, or say, 'Yeah, you said that last week' Or ' Yeah, you felt that last week, and tweeted/blogged about it.' My eyes are not always fully opened and once I fully open my eyes, I realize again how happy and blessed I am. Do you ever have a time where you feeling so much and you know what it is in your head, but when you want to say it out loud you can't? Thats how I feel at the moment. :) And I love that feeling. I made a new friend yesterday, well I call her a friend, and that makes me happy. :) This blog again may or may not make sense. Its just my thoughts that I can't always put into words. As the title says, Perhaps this is a new beginning to the life I want to be living. So my question for you guys is: What makes you happy? :)

<3,

Audrey

I am proud.

So, last thursday I participated in a recital at the place I take vocal lessons. As some of you know I want to be a singer/ actress. Going up and singing in front of 30- 40 people gave me a boost of confidence. I just feel like I actually accomplished something :). I have never really gone up and sang in front of a group of people and for the first time I did and it felt awesome. I was nervous at first but then I just went with it. So I guess what I am trying to say is that I am proud of myself that I took this step and didnt think negatively about myself. I didnt think, 'Oh well they are all going to think I suck' or ' Who am I kidding Im not even that good'. I thought ' Well ya know what? I can do this. I may not be the best but I am happy with my singing voice'. If you want to make your dreams come true then you must take a step in that direction or else you will simply just sit there. Never reaching your goal. What do YOU want to be or what do YOU want to accomplish in life? What makes you proud of yourself? :) Thank you guys for all being so awesome! HUGZ

With Love,

Audrey

People :)

So, I was browsing through some folders today on my computer and I came across some pictures that made me smile. I'd thought I would share them with you guys :)

"Only you can deny yourself happiness"-AR

I think its safe to say that my dad is kinda, awesome.
Are we vampires? Or Walruses? ;)
Me and Frannie :) My best friend.

Some of the most awesome people in the world :) Lenora, Jessica, Sarah, Val, and Josh :) You guys rock.

This was at my friend Frannie's Birthday Party :)
This is Josh and I. He is the greatest! :)
Tinsel is amazing :) Made me the happiest girl on the planet that day and I still smile thinking about it.
Maddie, Ashley, Me, and Jessie. Some of the girls at my birthday who made that day special :)
Kellan and I :) . I feel special.

So, These are just some moments that I am very blessed to have experienced. What is one of your greatest moments in life?

~Audrey

What I realized about my life.

I realized how lucky I am to be living the life I am, today. I have such amazing people surrounding me who care for me, love me, and make me amazingly happy. I have a dad who I would never trade for the world, Two sisters who are always there for me, and amazing friends. Some of those friends, I met at Twilight Conventions and they are the greatest, most amazing, awesome people in the whole entire world. If it was not for twilight, I would have never met them. Who I am today is party because of them. I don't care what people think about me anymore and I use to be afraid of what people would think of me. I believe in myself more than I use to. Im happier with my life and happier with who I am. And its all thanks to them. So, I thank you guys for making me so incredibly happy. I love you guys :)

~Audrey